kodakat69

Hey guys whats up, i dunno if you still look at this but i just really need to talk, to someone, er something, life isn't smooth but yet it is, reports here, assingments there, its crazy and with my boyfriend ALWAYS wanmting to hang with me, it gets stressfull. I have tons of friends this year, its pretty kool, but i still love my other friends, i guess you could say i am popular. We had a snowday two weeks tomorrow, hopefully we'll have another tomorrow, today is jessicas birthday, happy b-day jess! next month will be mine, i will also be turning 14, it seems like i am being torn in two. I want to be goth but i wanna be gangsta, er how i dress now, i am goth on the inside, but gangsta on the out, i just wish someone could help me,one of my friends decided that she, erm, how to put this nicely, her boat doesn't, no no umm...ok her car doesn't drive staright its curvy, well she's Bisexual, not that there is anything wrong with that, i was shocked to here it but than it didn't bother me i was used to it. I played basketball as you know, and now its the boys basketball, and the gir;s are kicking their butts! but ther is a boy on the team who is like 6 feet tall and i'm like one of his bff, and i was almost suspened but i didn't get suspended and neighter did my friend, because i got us out of the whole, so anyways i was walkign to the office knowing what it was about and i never said "hi brandon", but like 10 minutes later, i was walking back and Brandon goes "Hey sarah" and the moment he said that it felt like time stopped, he never talked to me i always talked to him. so i said "hey brandon whats up" er something i am still happy that he even said my name!!!! EEEEEEKKKKK!!! I got two fish now that tiger, my 3rd fish died, but i love them so much, in a way i exspected it.....oh well, i love him tho dead he was mine, and yeah. well i'm gunna go before i start to ramble. so PCE!

SO this is so kool, i am like 99.9% sure i am going to live with my friend maria in New York for 2 months during the summer, you all will miss me, don't hide it! problem is, i've never been on a plane, i don't wanna die, i'll bring my cd player and my gameboy(s) magizines, oh if you want you can all like help me get $300 in 7 months i am hoping to leave in june and come back in august!!

NO words can explain how pissed i fucking am, i don't even want to talk to anyone i grabbed my shoes slipped them on and walked home, i just really want to scream. She begs me to come over i do than she we start playing PS2 than she goes in this defensive position and i punch like she does. She she slams her ramote on the ground and throughs a tantrum and shuts the damn thing off and storms outta the house, so like i said i grabbed my shoes and got out i walked home, ah hem right across the street, i see her and i just keep walking. GOD!!!! I'm just so.....

Well what to post what to post....Um hi. tomorrow is a hlaf day can't wait...well nothing to talk about but i was all cold up at Bedford and like tyler and me were up there playing basketball, and i was sitting on the ground not smart, and FREAZING my @$$ off well anyways he gave me his hoodie i love guys that are a rebel and sweet and stuff like dat! ^.^ And he was like "I need you to do something to me" well knowing me and my sick mind i bit my lip resisting to say anything. well anyways, he takes out his bike thing and say "i wany you to wrap this around my hands as hard as you can" well, now you can imagion what horible pain i am going through on the inside still resisting to say anything that HE GETS OUT OF IT!!! I wrapped it so tight and he got out of it!!!

One word...Cold...sooo cold...I am talking to my friends and it gunna be so cold tomorrow night! well need a rest. Oh and my party didn't do so well. Only 11 people were there including me but i still had a great time!!

Today so many things to talk about! Well lets starts with the hallway incodent no lunch no.....Yeah lunch. We will go in order of events at lunch going to lunch was hallarious when we get up to go to lunch you can hear the chairs do some weird noise, but there is a noise. Anyways we were going to lunch and there is NO RUNNING in the hallways well me and alex were walking and talking well more like walk running, n-e-wayz so we got to wear no teachers were and I shot forward about giving her whiplash. Lol well earlier....SO much for going in order of events well on the way to fifth hour i was handing out my invitations to my party. And i was walking backwards and i stepped on a boys foot like 3 times as i was walking backwards cuz i was still talking to alley and ariel and i stepped on some boys foot for like 3 steps. And i turned and I was just about to say hey watch it when all i could say was "he..Hi" and i smiled and he started to smile and i could tell i blushed, well i finished by saying "sorry" and i started to walk backwards as we stared at each other we both started to blush and we just kept walking backwards looking at each other than we turned and i like screamed in a really quite manor. Than on our way back to lunch me and alex were walking cuz i pushed through everyone just to get behind him and me and alex started to wisper and than we got in the hallway and knowing how stupid she can be lol, she runs up behind him and starts to point at him, and he didn't notice. I nodded and smiled, than he got in line waiting for his teacher to come unlock the door and alex says "Hey!" and taps him on the shoulder and she starts to say "Look over there" pointing at him than swinging her arms over to me for like 2 minutes and he started at her in confussion and she said "No look over there!" and he did and he smiled and i did to and i blushed and he did. Than alex foind out his name and its Jasson. But omg he is so cute. I really wanna meet him. But i don't know why i can't talk to him without studdering. Normally around boys i am not shy.....AT ALL! Than at the Basketball game, we faced Strong middle school, they were not hard the score was 28 to 6 we won what a way to finish the season off, and on November 4th we are going to applebees than lazer tag. But back to today so i went to my locker to get my science book and i really don't know why i did. But i walk out and all i hear is horns going off and i'm like WTF is going on and bre turns to me and says "i think they won." i was like "i guess so." and i worked up the corage to give cody his invitation and like after that me and my friend Megan were talking and Her mom i think it was was like "hey meggan i don't have champaigne but i have pop" and me and her and Nathan got pop and started to shake the h3ll out of it. Well after some advice i stuck my thumb in the bottle and shook for my life than meagan was like "I'ts not working" and it squirted right up into my eyes and all in my hair and face. i was like "Oh no it works" and me and nathan were running around the parkinglot and i almost got hit like 3 times. Omg it was so fun. And than i am here!! SO I do't feel like writting...typing...anymore so LOVE YOU ALL!!

Ok so tomorrow is our LAST basketball game against Strong middle school. I am sure we will win cuz they were easy last time but, we have all gotten stronger buti hope we win. 10 wins and 1 lose, I met Joey Harington, well not, well sorta, well for those who don't know who he is, he is the QB of the lions Football team, a hot kid won a contest, Joey Harington IS HOTT! but yeah today was good, i'll post more later...


LATER LUV YA ALL BUY!!!

Ok....found out that it is 10 wins 1 lose!

I have so many friends!!
Friends:
THE WHOLE 8th GRDAE ALMOST
THE WHOLE 7th GRADE PRACTICALLY
AND: Brandon (Tiny) and sara and amber, and brittany, and travis,and Rob, and alot of other people!
I am so tired its not even funny!
Dang basketball, gosh lol! I love all my friends without them i would be nothing i LOVE you all!

So today was a pep rally, of course i was scared walking when they said my name cause so many people screamed at the top of their lungs, i was so happy! Its seemed like the whole 7th grade cause i am like friends with almost all of them, and like most of the 8th cuz i know them all, not saying i am friends with all of them. But anyways during the pep, the other team...Taylor west came, and Mrs. Pertulla, was talking to their coach and she said "we just got done with a pep rally" and he said "good maybe your girls woun't have any energy" oh was i ticked when she told us that, i was more pumped than anything!


Game time.....

We are on the court i am in third quarter....as always...but i don't mind...Anyways i get in Very pumped...So i am in i say "I GOT ONE!" so i was gaurding a short chinesse girl, but anyways she was good, but...i am sure everyone knows were the half court line is...you better...well i was about 2 or 3 feet away from it everyone was blocked pressure was on me...I had the ball, i was taller than this girl so I jumped and shot...Sinece from everyone, EVERYONE! It made it in not rim pure basket, still sinence for about three seconds than the loudest scream i had ever heard and it was for me! I stood there looking at the basket, than a smile curled upon my face and i wanted to collapse on my knees and cry from happiness, before everyone cheered and right after the ball wen in the net i heard some girl say "Did she really make that in?" and another said "YEAH!" i was so happy, i got us the only 2 points in the third quarter, we won the game the score so close, we had 18 and they had 16. After the game people were congradulating me slapping my back saying nice shot i was so happy. we have 9 wins 1 lose. Mrs. Pertulla kept saying nice husle. Oh lol when I made that basket Mrs. Pertulla was like "who made that who made that" well Mr.McKinney put his hand on Mrs.Pertualla right shoulder pointed to me and said "She did." I could tell Mrs.Pertulla was satisfied with my progress, and the rest of the teams, i didn't get yelled at once I am so happy that i made that basket!

Thanks to all your support and wishing me and the rest of the team luck we win. We practice hard and make mistakes, but thats how you learn! So thank you all and keep being truthfull to your school, show spirit and rock the school when it comes to pep rallys'!!! Love you all, Sarah #20 on O.W. Best Middle School Basketball Team! And i am proud!

Ok today we got our shirts and Mrs. Perttula paid for them as a thanks for playing so great gift thing...but anyways you'll see them cuz the only one i know who reads this is the poeple i know i got it and walked in the locker room to put it in my lockers and wanted to cry because i was so happy =)! I was happy because i have been eligable for all my games, and well...Yeah....lol I am so proud of myself!

Ok in the bigining of b-ball we faced hoover they were our 3rd game....well we lost they were our only lose, but you can't blame us we didn't know much...But we faced them today...AND WE WON!!! 8 wins and 1 lose baby! go us, oh sadly the season ends next wendsday! oh well i took my cartalige earings out but when they close i am getting them re pierced...

OK...so i got both my cartaliges perirced, with a 4mm titaniun ball in each ear, well i fogot you can't wear jewlery in basketball, well i took out my earings and got them percied on staurday, so anyways i took them out, after the 7th grade game, which buy the way we won 7 wins 1 lose, i went into the locker room and like put my cartalige earings in, not smart to take them out in the first place but...they wouldn't go through, oh i got ticked, PAIN filled my ear as i pushed it through, I FORCED it through my ears, andmy left ear was the hardest, i had to push 10x harder i might have repwierced it, not sure don't care just happy its in! they both hurt still when you touch it. Than whats worse is that i forgot my skirt today, because it was a home game, so home games you dress up and away games we don't dress up we just wear our blue jersey top. WELL anyways i almost didn't play but just in time being the best liar there is i made up an excuse...Mrs. pertulla bought it, though now tomorrow i have to wear a skirt with like 3 other people, and tomorrow morning i have to go to school for morning practice and thursday its after school, we normally have it the other way! Its confussing, so we have & wins and 1 loose, pretty good if you ask me those poor 8th graders, have so many loses but like 4 wins er something, poor things! Well LOVE YOU BYE!

We had two games this week both away. we had them on wendsday and thursday, well anyways we won both wendsdays' game was against Brake and thursdays' was against Hilbert, Mrs. Pertalla said that we weren't ready for them, my comment to that "We weren't ready for them?? THEY WEREN'T READY FOR US!" of course i didn't say that to her face, but on wendsday the game against Brake the score was: Us: 28 Them: 16, or something around there, but i know we won, and on thursdays game against Hilbert the score was us: 28 Them: 6, i think thats right, all i know is we won, and the football players finally won a few games in 3 years, we are going way better than them, 6 WINS and 1 LOSE BABY WE RULE!

EVERYWHERE WE GOOO, PEOPLE WANNA KNOW, WHO WE ARE, SO WE TELL THEM, WE ARE THE ROYALS, THE MIGHTY MIGHTY ROYALS, OH AH YOU WISH YOU WERE A ROYAL, OH AH YOU WISH YOU WERE A ROYAL! (ok now say that to yourself but after you say a line and hit a comma say that line right after you say it the first time)

OK so today was great we won the basketball game and now the score is 5 wins 1 lose.!

I have a friend over but haven't updated my journal in a while so i found out that we won 4 games and lost 1 so we played five games and have like 5-9 games left not sure don't care i am focused on school, and boys, and homework, and boys, and stuff like that, and boys!!

LOVE YOU ALL BYE!

Mr. Perttala, i think thats how you spell her name, well anyways she says i am getting better at basketball. YAY! oh listen to this a girl from melvindale had the ball and she went to make a shot and she went staright up stupid girl and i pushed it right out of her hands and got it in before it went out and started to dribble i made it to my end went to shoot and a stupig girl got it stupid girl lol, well the score was 28 to 6 and we had 28 stupid people they were sad, very sad, their ball handelers were beyond sad, thay sucked! Well we have 3 wins and 1 lose go us or is it 4 wins i'll find out tomorrow.
LOVE YOU ALL!

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT IF MY DAD DIED, (not only would that be sad but...)HE IS WORTH $500,000 I'LL BE RICH WHEN HE DIES LOLZ. though i will mizz him *sheads tear* lol






The face is the face for anxious, but i am using it as Amazed.

Ok so i stayed home today cause like i didn't sleep at all, i know i can't miss the rest of the week because of the MEAP test but i am sure i will pass!

Today has been going on and off from good to bad. I was playing football with the guys and i swear i was not having fun, there was the QB on my team his name was jason (we'll call him jasonA), well n-e-ways i asked him if i could be QB and he looked at me gave me a dirty look and said no. it bothers me so bad. he thinks that just because i am a girl i can't throw or catch, lies all of it, i can throw not that far but i can throw. and i can dang well catch. Than me and my aunts' future husbands' kid jason (we'll call him JasonB) were giving each other a hug cause we ran into each other and she shot me a dirty look. Than in the garage i was laying on my hands on JasonBs' shoulder and he doesn't care and my aunt starts saying my name going sarah sarah, and when i turn she shakes her head with a look on her face so i sat back like she told me to. Now i know how jasonB feels acting like she is mine and his mom. she told me she was allowed to yell at me. OMG i am so mad i just wanna hit something and noone passed me the ball. I was wide open for all the shots we would have won if the QB on our team hadn't thrown it to the people on my team that were BLOCKED. What stupid people. GOSH if i had my was jasonA the stupid QB of my team would be bowing down at my feet, and JasonB would be in a thrown just like mine right next to me. JasonA would be begging for mercy for i would discuss what harsh punishment JasonA would get.