kodakat69

Omg!!

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 00:41:18 GMT

Hey guys whats up, i dunno if you still look at this but i just really need to talk, to someone, er something, life isn't smooth but yet it is, reports here, assingments there, its crazy and with my boyfriend ALWAYS wanmting to hang with me, it gets stressfull. I have tons of friends this year, its pretty kool, but i still love my other friends, i guess you could say i am popular. We had a snowday two weeks tomorrow, hopefully we'll have another tomorrow, today is jessicas birthday, happy b-day jess! next month will be mine, i will also be turning 14, it seems like i am being torn in two. I want to be goth but i wanna be gangsta, er how i dress now, i am goth on the inside, but gangsta on the out, i just wish someone could help me,one of my friends decided that she, erm, how to put this nicely, her boat doesn't, no no umm...ok her car doesn't drive staright its curvy, well she's Bisexual, not that there is anything wrong with that, i was shocked to here it but than it didn't bother me i was used to it. I played basketball as you know, and now its the boys basketball, and the gir;s are kicking their butts! but ther is a boy on the team who is like 6 feet tall and i'm like one of his bff, and i was almost suspened but i didn't get suspended and neighter did my friend, because i got us out of the whole, so anyways i was walkign to the office knowing what it was about and i never said "hi brandon", but like 10 minutes later, i was walking back and Brandon goes "Hey sarah" and the moment he said that it felt like time stopped, he never talked to me i always talked to him. so i said "hey brandon whats up" er something i am still happy that he even said my name!!!! EEEEEEKKKKK!!! I got two fish now that tiger, my 3rd fish died, but i love them so much, in a way i exspected it.....oh well, i love him tho dead he was mine, and yeah. well i'm gunna go before i start to ramble. so PCE!

OK!!!

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 03:18:54 GMT

SO this is so kool, i am like 99.9% sure i am going to live with my friend maria in New York for 2 months during the summer, you all will miss me, don't hide it! problem is, i've never been on a plane, i don't wanna die, i'll bring my cd player and my gameboy(s) magizines, oh if you want you can all like help me get $300 in 7 months i am hoping to leave in june and come back in august!!

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Sat, 12 Nov 2005 02:53:53 GMT

NO words can explain how pissed i fucking am, i don't even want to talk to anyone i grabbed my shoes slipped them on and walked home, i just really want to scream. She begs me to come over i do than she we start playing PS2 than she goes in this defensive position and i punch like she does. She she slams her ramote on the ground and throughs a tantrum and shuts the damn thing off and storms outta the house, so like i said i grabbed my shoes and got out i walked home, ah hem right across the street, i see her and i just keep walking. GOD!!!! I'm just so.....

Its november!

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 23:29:17 GMT

Well what to post what to post....Um hi. tomorrow is a hlaf day can't wait...well nothing to talk about but i was all cold up at Bedford and like tyler and me were up there playing basketball, and i was sitting on the ground not smart, and FREAZING my @$$ off well anyways he gave me his hoodie i love guys that are a rebel and sweet and stuff like dat! ^.^ And he was like "I need you to do something to me" well knowing me and my sick mind i bit my lip resisting to say anything. well anyways, he takes out his bike thing and say "i wany you to wrap this around my hands as hard as you can" well, now you can imagion what horible pain i am going through on the inside still resisting to say anything that HE GETS OUT OF IT!!! I wrapped it so tight and he got out of it!!!

Long time no update!

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 23:23:05 GMT

One word...Cold...sooo cold...I am talking to my friends and it gunna be so cold tomorrow night! well need a rest. Oh and my party didn't do so well. Only 11 people were there including me but i still had a great time!!

Omg today was just great!

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 01:37:54 GMT

Today so many things to talk about! Well lets starts with the hallway incodent no lunch no.....Yeah lunch. We will go in order of events at lunch going to lunch was hallarious when we get up to go to lunch you can hear the chairs do some weird noise, but there is a noise. Anyways we were going to lunch and there is NO RUNNING in the hallways well me and alex were walking and talking well more like walk running, n-e-wayz so we got to wear no teachers were and I shot forward about giving her whiplash. Lol well earlier....SO much for going in order of events well on the way to fifth hour i was handing out my invitations to my party. And i was walking backwards and i stepped on a boys foot like 3 times as i was walking backwards cuz i was still talking to alley and ariel and i stepped on some boys foot for like 3 steps. And i turned and I was just about to say hey watch it when all i could say was "he..Hi" and i smiled and he started to smile and i could tell i blushed, well i finished by saying "sorry" and i started to walk backwards as we stared at each other we both started to blush and we just kept walking backwards looking at each other than we turned and i like screamed in a really quite manor. Than on our way back to lunch me and alex were walking cuz i pushed through everyone just to get behind him and me and alex started to wisper and than we got in the hallway and knowing how stupid she can be lol, she runs up behind him and starts to point at him, and he didn't notice. I nodded and smiled, than he got in line waiting for his teacher to come unlock the door and alex says "Hey!" and taps him on the shoulder and she starts to say "Look over there" pointing at him than swinging her arms over to me for like 2 minutes and he started at her in confussion and she said "No look over there!" and he did and he smiled and i did to and i blushed and he did. Than alex foind out his name and its Jasson. But omg he is so cute. I really wanna meet him. But i don't know why i can't talk to him without studdering. Normally around boys i am not shy.....AT ALL! Than at the Basketball game, we faced Strong middle school, they were not hard the score was 28 to 6 we won what a way to finish the season off, and on November 4th we are going to applebees than lazer tag. But back to today so i went to my locker to get my science book and i really don't know why i did. But i walk out and all i hear is horns going off and i'm like WTF is going on and bre turns to me and says "i think they won." i was like "i guess so." and i worked up the corage to give cody his invitation and like after that me and my friend Megan were talking and Her mom i think it was was like "hey meggan i don't have champaigne but i have pop" and me and her and Nathan got pop and started to shake the h3ll out of it. Well after some advice i stuck my thumb in the bottle and shook for my life than meagan was like "I'ts not working" and it squirted right up into my eyes and all in my hair and face. i was like "Oh no it works" and me and nathan were running around the parkinglot and i almost got hit like 3 times. Omg it was so fun. And than i am here!! SO I do't feel like writting...typing...anymore so LOVE YOU ALL!!

MAN...I'm so sad....

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 22:17:28 GMT

Ok so tomorrow is our LAST basketball game against Strong middle school. I am sure we will win cuz they were easy last time but, we have all gotten stronger buti hope we win. 10 wins and 1 lose, I met Joey Harington, well not, well sorta, well for those who don't know who he is, he is the QB of the lions Football team, a hot kid won a contest, Joey Harington IS HOTT! but yeah today was good, i'll post more later...

LATER LUV YA ALL BUY!!!

WTF!!!

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 00:07:07 GMT

Ok....found out that it is 10 wins 1 lose!

Yeah...

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 03:27:44 GMT

I have so many friends!!
Friends:
THE WHOLE 8th GRDAE ALMOST
THE WHOLE 7th GRADE PRACTICALLY
AND: Brandon (Tiny) and sara and amber, and brittany, and travis,and Rob, and alot of other people!
I am so tired its not even funny!
Dang basketball, gosh lol! I love all my friends without them i would be nothing i LOVE you all!

Yeah!

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 01:25:02 GMT

So today was a pep rally, of course i was scared walking when they said my name cause so many people screamed at the top of their lungs, i was so happy! Its seemed like the whole 7th grade cause i am like friends with almost all of them, and like most of the 8th cuz i know them all, not saying i am friends with all of them. But anyways during the pep, the other team...Taylor west came, and Mrs. Pertulla, was talking to their coach and she said "we just got done with a pep rally" and he said "good maybe your girls woun't have any energy" oh was i ticked when she told us that, i was more pumped than anything!

Game time.....

We are on the court i am in third quarter....as always...but i don't mind...Anyways i get in Very pumped...So i am in i say "I GOT ONE!" so i was gaurding a short chinesse girl, but anyways she was good, but...i am sure everyone knows were the half court line is...you better...well i was about 2 or 3 feet away from it everyone was blocked pressure was on me...I had the ball, i was taller than this girl so I jumped and shot...Sinece from everyone, EVERYONE! It made it in not rim pure basket, still sinence for about three seconds than the loudest scream i had ever heard and it was for me! I stood there looking at the basket, than a smile curled upon my face and i wanted to collapse on my knees and cry from happiness, before everyone cheered and right after the ball wen in the net i heard some girl say "Did she really make that in?" and another said "YEAH!" i was so happy, i got us the only 2 points in the third quarter, we won the game the score so close, we had 18 and they had 16. After the game people were congradulating me slapping my back saying nice shot i was so happy. we have 9 wins 1 lose. Mrs. Pertulla kept saying nice husle. Oh lol when I made that basket Mrs. Pertulla was like "who made that who made that" well Mr.McKinney put his hand on Mrs.Pertualla right shoulder pointed to me and said "She did." I could tell Mrs.Pertulla was satisfied with my progress, and the rest of the teams, i didn't get yelled at once I am so happy that i made that basket!

Thanks to all your support and wishing me and the rest of the team luck we win. We practice hard and make mistakes, but thats how you learn! So thank you all and keep being truthfull to your school, show spirit and rock the school when it comes to pep rallys'!!! Love you all, Sarah #20 on O.W. Best Middle School Basketball Team! And i am proud!

....So happy i can't put a title...

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 21:01:24 GMT

Ok today we got our shirts and Mrs. Perttula paid for them as a thanks for playing so great gift thing...but anyways you'll see them cuz the only one i know who reads this is the poeple i know i got it and walked in the locker room to put it in my lockers and wanted to cry because i was so happy =)! I was happy because i have been eligable for all my games, and well...Yeah....lol I am so proud of myself!

SCREAMS

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 00:45:08 GMT

Ok in the bigining of b-ball we faced hoover they were our 3rd game....well we lost they were our only lose, but you can't blame us we didn't know much...But we faced them today...AND WE WON!!! 8 wins and 1 lose baby! go us, oh sadly the season ends next wendsday! oh well i took my cartalige earings out but when they close i am getting them re pierced...

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Tue, 18 Oct 2005 00:41:53 GMT

OK...so i got both my cartaliges perirced, with a 4mm titaniun ball in each ear, well i fogot you can't wear jewlery in basketball, well i took out my earings and got them percied on staurday, so anyways i took them out, after the 7th grade game, which buy the way we won 7 wins 1 lose, i went into the locker room and like put my cartalige earings in, not smart to take them out in the first place but...they wouldn't go through, oh i got ticked, PAIN filled my ear as i pushed it through, I FORCED it through my ears, andmy left ear was the hardest, i had to push 10x harder i might have repwierced it, not sure don't care just happy its in! they both hurt still when you touch it. Than whats worse is that i forgot my skirt today, because it was a home game, so home games you dress up and away games we don't dress up we just wear our blue jersey top. WELL anyways i almost didn't play but just in time being the best liar there is i made up an excuse...Mrs. pertulla bought it, though now tomorrow i have to wear a skirt with like 3 other people, and tomorrow morning i have to go to school for morning practice and thursday its after school, we normally have it the other way! Its confussing, so we have & wins and 1 loose, pretty good if you ask me those poor 8th graders, have so many loses but like 4 wins er something, poor things! Well LOVE YOU BYE!

Ok...

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 19:53:03 GMT

We had two games this week both away. we had them on wendsday and thursday, well anyways we won both wendsdays' game was against Brake and thursdays' was against Hilbert, Mrs. Pertalla said that we weren't ready for them, my comment to that "We weren't ready for them?? THEY WEREN'T READY FOR US!" of course i didn't say that to her face, but on wendsday the game against Brake the score was: Us: 28 Them: 16, or something around there, but i know we won, and on thursdays game against Hilbert the score was us: 28 Them: 6, i think thats right, all i know is we won, and the football players finally won a few games in 3 years, we are going way better than them, 6 WINS and 1 LOSE BABY WE RULE!

EVERYWHERE WE GOOO, PEOPLE WANNA KNOW, WHO WE ARE, SO WE TELL THEM, WE ARE THE ROYALS, THE MIGHTY MIGHTY ROYALS, OH AH YOU WISH YOU WERE A ROYAL, OH AH YOU WISH YOU WERE A ROYAL! (ok now say that to yourself but after you say a line and hit a comma say that line right after you say it the first time)

YES!!!

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 01:14:33 GMT

OK so today was great we won the basketball game and now the score is 5 wins 1 lose.!

Today,

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 22:32:47 GMT

I have a friend over but haven't updated my journal in a while so i found out that we won 4 games and lost 1 so we played five games and have like 5-9 games left not sure don't care i am focused on school, and boys, and homework, and boys, and stuff like that, and boys!!

LOVE YOU ALL BYE!

YAY!

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 01:06:43 GMT

Mr. Perttala, i think thats how you spell her name, well anyways she says i am getting better at basketball. YAY! oh listen to this a girl from melvindale had the ball and she went to make a shot and she went staright up stupid girl and i pushed it right out of her hands and got it in before it went out and started to dribble i made it to my end went to shoot and a stupig girl got it stupid girl lol, well the score was 28 to 6 and we had 28 stupid people they were sad, very sad, their ball handelers were beyond sad, thay sucked! Well we have 3 wins and 1 lose go us or is it 4 wins i'll find out tomorrow.
LOVE YOU ALL!

DUDE!!!

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 02:23:01 GMT

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT IF MY DAD DIED, (not only would that be sad but...)HE IS WORTH $500,000 I'LL BE RICH WHEN HE DIES LOLZ. though i will mizz him *sheads tear* lol

The face is the face for anxious, but i am using it as Amazed.

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 01:20:15 GMT

Ok so i stayed home today cause like i didn't sleep at all, i know i can't miss the rest of the week because of the MEAP test but i am sure i will pass!

Today!

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 00:17:54 GMT

Today has been going on and off from good to bad. I was playing football with the guys and i swear i was not having fun, there was the QB on my team his name was jason (we'll call him jasonA), well n-e-ways i asked him if i could be QB and he looked at me gave me a dirty look and said no. it bothers me so bad. he thinks that just because i am a girl i can't throw or catch, lies all of it, i can throw not that far but i can throw. and i can dang well catch. Than me and my aunts' future husbands' kid jason (we'll call him JasonB) were giving each other a hug cause we ran into each other and she shot me a dirty look. Than in the garage i was laying on my hands on JasonBs' shoulder and he doesn't care and my aunt starts saying my name going sarah sarah, and when i turn she shakes her head with a look on her face so i sat back like she told me to. Now i know how jasonB feels acting like she is mine and his mom. she told me she was allowed to yell at me. OMG i am so mad i just wanna hit something and noone passed me the ball. I was wide open for all the shots we would have won if the QB on our team hadn't thrown it to the people on my team that were BLOCKED. What stupid people. GOSH if i had my was jasonA the stupid QB of my team would be bowing down at my feet, and JasonB would be in a thrown just like mine right next to me. JasonA would be begging for mercy for i would discuss what harsh punishment JasonA would get.

WOW!

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 18:03:51 GMT

OMG i dunno what just came over me but ever since i started to do the dishes, i want to clean the house...O.O...WHAT IS MY PROBLEM! I truly am like my mom, I MISS MY MOMMY!!!! well tomorrow is Monday and today is sunday obliously. i have a basketball game to attend seeing as i am #20 on the team!! so happy, it rocks because like at the end of the season we are going to a haunted house, i am gunna be screaming my head off! trust me. OMG i want my mommy back! 27 days till my party lolz! i have so many friends lol! i am scared that we will lose but you know what I know we will win! HAR HAR HAR!!!!! its FOOTBALL SUNDAY!!!!!!! i am going to my aunt donnas' house for football...she has food!!! FOOOOOOOOOD!

Wakey wakey eggs and bakey lol

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 14:01:49 GMT

Hey i just woke up. i am so totally energized. I want to go do something with someone. Somebody come take me somewhere, wait i will venture into the kitchen for some...*looks around* WAFFLES!!! BYE LOve you all.

Tonight!

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 02:28:31 GMT

*Yawns* So like and hour or so ago i told my dad that all i wanted for christmas was an Ipod and a laptop and he said we'll see so i am physced about that *yawns* my mom comes back tomorrow, i miss her so much, hanging with my dad is cool, but me and my mom, well you see when me and my mom are in the mall or going shoopping or talking we arque a little but who doesn't with their rent but when we are away from each other i miss her like crazy. Still serching for the right boyfriend, I hope i one day find a guy that loves me no matter what i look like or how i do my hair or how 'prepy' i am, or how 'prepy' people call me, i prefer the label of ME not no stupid butt name like prep or geek or jock, i went on a board on neopets on evil things and monster sittings and there was a board that said i hate goths and i got made at that because i used to be goth so i stuck up for the goths and the person who made the baord acted like they were just joking that the liked goths, i was screaming at that person so bad, and some person was like you can't take the heat...and blah blah blah *yawns* so tired...*gasps than yawns* its only like 9:30 not even that and i am sitting here yawning *yawns* see what sports do to you, you think you can stay up till like 5 in the morning and end up falling asleep on the couch er something at like 9, *yawns* i love joel i hope you all know that, i wanna go shopping tomorrow, so tired...I have a sudden urge to go shopping...so maybe i should get a goor nights sleep, but i doubt we are gunna go shopping. You guys who are reading this may not now, but i am also called Darkne because i am Darkness Gurlie. I seem like i am popular but am not very sure, gosh is it tommorrow yet, obviously not because than i wouldn't be sitting here *yawns* doing that, yawning baaaaaaaad, so anyways who wants to go shopping i wanna go shopping! lol but i am hopeing to make tons of friends this year have some boyfriends and yeah, so far every day like 3 or 4 tables want me to sit with them at lunch so i sit with one of them. i dunno why but when i am tired i seem to like be able to type without looking well i do look but like once every few seconds well i might actually go to the mall tomorrow i have to pick out my sexy specs, glasses for some of you who don't understand, i seen these pair of glasses that looked really hot so i called them sexy specs so eventually i am going to pick out some glasses not knowing if i have a limit or i can choose any type. But i seen the colors and they're beyond HOT! all the colors are s cool i dunno what one to choose, black, green, red, maroon AHHHHHHHHHHHH maroon is joels fave color, or maybe *gasps than yawns* pink! i dunno. well i will most likely post my dream in the morning and some memories of mine that will make you laugh! so i am gunna go get a good nights well deserved sleep. GOOD NIGHT AND I LOVE YOU ALL!

Hey!

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 01:08:05 GMT

Hi, i am not hungry though very board...what to do...Umm...can't download anything, and my acount is temporarly suspended so...I will find something to do.

Hey!

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 22:03:56 GMT

Ok so its later right, lol. I think i know what to write about my mood on my last entry was cold by the way!! My friends call me the devils child because i stayed the night at my friend sarahs' house one night and slept with like 8 blankets on and i was still cold. People also call me smorz. Smorz the Poptart and i have a friend named marshmellow and hershey's and i'll post the list later when i find it. It is nly staurday and my mom is up north till sunday night...I've been home with my dad for three days! but this is a good thing because we need to catch up becasue we never see each other well we do but i have basketball and he has work and though we live together its hard to spend time with him. I hope one day i'll find a guy that loves me and actually wants to marry me, But that don't look so good. Still gotta make invites to my party. or buy them...what ever one comes first. so if you all wanna e-mail me you can at: xlildevilishousx@yahoo.com and my aim screen names that i go on the kost are: XDeathsXWifeX and LittleMizzKreepy and if you go on neopets neomail me at: qtofthebasketball or idonotunderstand506 so yeah.
Oh i have a my space to lolz. its: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=22462480&Mytoken=5DE318A5-9E58-4C90-8A14FC83C996809D1639539031 so check it out.

I might post later so if i do talk to you then. Love you all bye.

kodakat69

Omg!!

OK!!!

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Its november!

Long time no update!

Omg today was just great!

MAN...I'm so sad....

WTF!!!

Yeah...

Yeah!

....So happy i can't put a title...

*SCREAMS*

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Ok...

YES!!!

Today,

YAY!

DUDE!!!

Today!

WOW!

Wakey wakey eggs and bakey lol

Tonight!

Hey!

Hey!

SCREAMS